You're Gone

You're gone now. It still hasn't quite hit me.

I dreamt about you last night. Nothing that I can remember specifically, but it was just normal, you being with me.

I feel like I'm missing something now. I know I am fine, but at the same time, I think about how you always drive us around. I feel lonely when I see other couples. Everything reminds me of you. It could be something small, like being stuck in traffic, thinking how you'd maneuver us out faster. Stupid things. I hope you're thinking of me too. I don't want us to end. Everything you say makes me still have hope. But I dunno if I'm just setting myself up.

I want to go visit you. I want you to want me to come. I want you to call and tell me about how your apt search is going. I want you to miss me and turn around and say you made a mistake. But I dunno. I trust that you still have feelings for me.

I miss you, even though it's only been a day. It could very well just be a regular weekday when I don't see you...