I Don't Know What to Think Anymore

I thought it wasn't an issue anymore.

I thought you might be turning around.

I thought maybe I can do this.

But now it's back and you're trying to hide it again.

What am I supposed to think?

I'm still torn...

I would do just about anything for you. But like R said, "Do not make someone a priority, when to them you are only an option." Is that all I am? An option? Maybe one of the better ones, but not enough to be a priority...